Tiring College

Backthen i was like "i'm ready for college!" And "i want a new life!!"....and now....

I'm super duper tired ;_;

College is tiring..it feel so different from highschool. When i was in school, i go to school at 7am and go home at 12 pm, and now in college, i go to campus at 7 or 9 and go home at 14 or 17, even more late til night. I feel so busy but it was something that i wanted. I just need to enjoy my uni life..

There are many events outside class and academics stuffs that making me more busy...but sometimes i decline or pass the event because i need to do my assignments. Since this is the best campus in this country and I'm not that clever or smart, i need to do my best to get a good score.

But sometimes i need to join my friends for working for the event because of subjective thing named "solidarity". It's really making me confuse. I have priorities too but i must join them too sometimes because i want to help them. I even cried last night because a thing like that ;_\

*sigh* well...i just need to do my best and choose a right way